I got the email today. That was the question what happened to my other blog ? … It was so fine to hear that somebody noticed the disappearance of my blog. That was the most precious comment I have ever got. The blog was deleted, but the question proved that my “Captain’s bridge” blog was needed not just for me. Thank you dear Wakish. Your question was the real rehabilitation of me. My attempts to write in foreign language weren’t in vain. You made my day.
When I started to blog, I had a thought about making though some money online (though that never was my main goal, but I thought about the possibility to improve my life by selling some of my pictures) Yet I understood soon that making money on line was not for me. I haven’t the credit card, I cant use PayPal and any other alike service. Though making money online looks like safety belt for the jobless disabled, but that’s the activity just of the healthy. Personally I can rejoice just over the sharing of my pictures for a free. But that too appeared too costly for me because of the needed to pay for the Internet… Art therapy looks good in a theory, but it demands some equipments that make the idea the dream to the needy. Thus, maybe, I will be forced to stop my blogging soon too. I have just only way to improve my situation though a bit. That’s the begging for the support. But have I right to beg for what is not the daily bread?
My writings have lots of mistakes. That’s no wonder because I am writing with the dictionary in hand in the language that is unknown to my friends. In spite of that I was happy indeed because the blogging shifted my thought from talking with the wall to the questioning the eternities and thus I forgot my factual loneliness and have met few penfriends-was talking with you.
The picture above was made in the light of all the above. I would like to hear your thoughts, but do I have the right to bother you? Sorry for my sad musing. While I am still online, let me send you my best wishes. Let you never experience the reality of the dependent. I wish you the best. Be well my friends.
3 responses so far ↓
akash // June 9, 2008 at 16:05 |
Dear Tomas ,
You are a dear soul .
A precious one too .
Whenever I need some hope I visit your blog .
Thank you , for being such a fountainhead
of positive thoughts .
akash
Evita // June 10, 2008 at 01:05 |
Tomas I am shocked to hear that you write with a dictionary in hand. When I first found out that you are from Lithuania, based on your writing I kind of assumed you may have moved there, as truly I found your writing excellent. The occasional mistake is nothing more than any native English speaking person might do. You should see how some of the teenagers write today – but that is another story.
I love your art as usual: I see a face in this picture so clearly but this face speaks to me of annonymity and mystery with a hint of sadness.
Keep well my friend and do not let your woes become who you think you are. At the core of your being you are not only healthy but eternal. I hope that thought can bring you some stillness and peace.
But above all I really really hope you continue blogging!
amzolt // June 10, 2008 at 05:29 |
Dear, dear Tomas !
God bless you and if it is His will may you find a Patron to help you keep up the important work of sharing your magical creativity !!
~ Alex