Understanding of the beauty makes our reports wise, but kills the smile. Life enforces the revising of the archives.
Would it become my farewell?
While browsing through the web, I have got a lot of information. That look beautifully, but that hurt the most. Thus I know much more now. I feel what could be improved on my blog, but the knowledge gifts just sorrow for my impotency to purchase the needed computer programs for further work. I talked about the computer, but there are my health problems too. The medical issues darken my situation – double hundredfold my problems. The comprehension of the above threatens to change my joy for surviving after the crash of my head bones into the complaining for remaining alive.
Brrrr, is all above written by one who talked about the play with the sunbeam and spiritual oneness of the humanity just a second ago?
Unfortunately, while browsing the web I have got lots of information on how to reduce stress, fall asleep fast and the alike, but what for could serve all above in case I haven’t any chance to share these news with other? My society leave me just one right – the right to die with the diagnosis of psychiatric disorder.
The above hole is in the center of my nice town. It was made by the archaeologists for the history could help understand the present moment. While watching these excavations, I visualized the people who were building high palaces- drawing the pictures, writing the poetry… I looked at my my own grave.
I have some blogs now, yet can they change though some? What will remain? Would it make any difference? In any case, It would be just fantastic if these writings could reach the publisher. Could you help me? My own strength comes to the end and it is sorrowful to think I would leave our beautiful earth unknown like multitude of others who have dreamed a lot and nice.
New day raised up the old questions :
How much is the love?
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4 responses so far ↓
RubyShooZ // November 16, 2007 at 11:27 |
You can share dear heart – I’ve seen you do it and you can keep doing it.
Yes, comparing can get our minds going in bad directions so for me, I try and do the very best with what I can. From what I’ve seen, you do pretty well – with your art, with speaking the words that come from your heart.
Keep on doing what you can because you do it well my friend. If you ever need help understanding something – please do ask!
Much love as always,
~ RubyShooZ ~
Tomas // November 16, 2007 at 17:58 |
Dear Ruby, thank you. Your hearty words were of great help to me.
givethemhell // April 27, 2008 at 21:51 |
Sveika Tomas,
your blog is wonderful! You needn’t change anything at all. Comparing blogs is not very helpful either. Every human being has his/her own style – and you have yours which is great.
By the way, I love that narrow window surrounded by the cracked wall in all the colors of the rainbow -very exotic.
Wishing you a wonderful Sunday evening,
Eva
Thank you dear Eva, Your lovely feedback warmed my heart, yet that made the questions doubly hard.
Miki // April 28, 2008 at 09:00 |
Good morning Tomas!
I had no idea of your situation… I am so sorry, so REALLY sorry!
Your art and your writing are so full of light and freshness and spirituality and clarity that I could not suspect any psychiatric or material disorder!
I do hope you will find the right persons who can help you concretely. In the meanwhile please keep writing, this is your art too, and for this you really only need the simplest text program.
And Eva is so right! Don’t compare your blog, don’t change anything! YOU ARE YOUR BLOG, AND YOU ARE GREAT!
Thank you dear Miki