I looked around and set back in awe towards the beauty of my surroundings. Everything looked so fine. The posters left no place for the doubt – the inspiring statement “You may trust in yourself” was written everywhere I went. Yet the shouts “You are worthy of better living!” were ringing everywhere too. I even didn’t mention the day’s arrival to the sunset.
Show your love for the Earth through art!
There are lots of awe inspiring rants. They all challenge us to the action. Our Earth should blossom out already, but we face the reality that grieves us and warns. Why do the nice longings for peace end with nothing?
I hope of my success to reach the passersby, but would they be awakened, or just disturbed by the brawler? People have the right for the rest – they are going to work. Meanwhile I … what do I do in the concrete?
… I’m the jobless because of my health state, but I’m not left to die on a road – There is no hope for my recovery (plus people with the psychiatric disorders have no place in the world of the healthy and prosperous), but I have the caring family… in other words, everything should look OK in the life of the dependent, but the complaints for my financial impotence (I can’t allow myself such luxury as the purchasing of the domain for my website, for example) shadow the words of gratitude for remaining alive in spite of all. And so on and on – I’m receiving the wonderful feedback, but I didn’t sell anything.
Dear bloggers, sorry for my guilelessness that put you in horror of my thanklessness… I just wanted apply my nice theories to practice, and the need for talking produced the fly in the ointment once again.
On the other hand, the weeping above will reach not many ear (my blog has no subscribers). Thus am I not the luckiest guy? My shame is hidden well. And that’s obvious – as I looked at a mirror, my selfish heart was totally covered with the fashionable suit.
3 responses so far ↓
givethemhell // April 25, 2008 at 04:13 |
What a pretty kitten!
I love its bright shiny eyes and the lovely little red nose.
Have a wonderful weekend,
Eva
cordieb // April 25, 2008 at 20:01 |
Tomas. Ask and it shall be given unto you. You must let us humans know of your needs and we can only give what we have. I can create a web site for you – I am a professional web developer. I will even purchase the domain name for you – it’s very inexpensive. And for the time being put it on my server. You can switch to your own server with your first sale; if you so like. If not, then you’re free to stay in my domain. Just let me know what you need. I will do this from my heart because it s what I love to do and I realize that it’s a way for you to regain some of your independence – by selling your beautiful art. Shoot me an email if you’re truly intersted!
Peace, Light and Love
CordieB.
Tomas // April 25, 2008 at 23:48 |
dear cordieb,
your letter was the real blessing to me – the miracle in a literal sense of a word. Wow, you are my caring angel. God blesses you.
So many things happened today that I’m hard to talk plainly (plus I’m writing with the vocabulary – Lithuania is not English speaking country – thus the language barrier hardens replying properly too. I will write about my problems more concretely in the next letter to you. Now I want to thank you. That’s the most important. Your letter has returned the trust and wish to live. Wow … it is even hard to trust what is becoming the reality through your generous support.
My situation became extremely painful in the morning today. I have lost PhotoShop program and thus became like the naked. I can’t paint anything without this program and it cost much more than everything else… but I will write more concretely tomorrow (or at the nearest future, because I’m on the edge at a moment – it is hard even to number all current happenings)
Thank you once again. YOU helped me to face the test of today – THANK YOU!!!